sorry for not updating in like a week.....
BUT I AM SOOO FREAKING PISSED RIGHT NOW IT ISNT EVEN FUNNY!!!!!
okay wanna here the story....well this might take a while but if youre one of my true friends you would read this all......BUT TO BE SURE! When you comment say....WIGGIE!
Okay well it all started when i was talking to my friend and we were talking about ron...this guy that i liked and was one of her friends ....she told me that he was like oh i love her but im not so sure she loves me...blah blah blah shit like that....
well amanda told me that i should just right all my feelings out to him in a myspace message....because hell i loved the guy!
so i did...it took about 2 hours just to get everything out....i mean it was REALLY deep...i liked spilled my heart out onto the floor in that message! And at the end I asked him if he would give us a chance and that if he would go out with me.......well i was so doubtful because he loves this other girl casey or "supposedly he does"
but amanda (my friend) was reassurig me that he hates her and their loving eachother was just a show for her cousin who also loves ron and shit......amanda kept also saying that he really "meant" that he loved me...which i said was a lie..
well the next morning i went to my myspace and found a message from him entiltled "katlynn, my love" so i felt like it actually DID turn out good! so i open it and its like YESSS!!!!!!!! I FEEL THE SAME WAY!!! IM IN LOVE WITH YOU! and hes like i love you and i can't wait to talk to you sweetheart<333 heart, your magenta (thats his last name)
So i was like YESSS!!! SOMETHING ACTUALLY TURNED OUT RIGHT! So later that day i IM him....and he acts like nothing happened.....he practically ignored me
i brush it off like its nothing because he was getting ready to play a show so i thought he was probally busey.....so he signs off and was like bye and what not...no "i love you"s or anything that he said a few days before when i didnt ask him to go out with me...
so amanda and i go to a baseball game and walk around and crap
when i get home i get back online and see if ron is on...no..so i jut talked to some other friends and went to bed
I get up like at noon the next day and see if he was on....still no...i didnt think anything of it really...i thought he was just skateboarding or something......
and as the day passed on ron never signed on...but various time casey returned from her away message for a hour or so and would go back to being away...and over the time her and ron were going out...she would always come back ron bing away when ron signed on..
STILL didn't think anything of it! until i was talking to kurt( another friend who also knows ron) on the phone and while i was on AIM....and i asked him just out of curosity...if ron was on...AND HE WAS! THE FREAKING LOSER BLOCKED ME!!!!
I was laughing my head off from the anger...oooh how this guy who 'loved' me blocked me! HAHAHA
i just let it all out...how he hated me and crap. because i knew he did......he could sayy ALL that he wanted but i knew he hated me.
So before i signed off for the night i told kurt to relay a little message to ron.......i told him to tell ron that i HATE HIM TOO<3333333
grrr....and so i've been pissed because it was NOT the first time the little fuckhead played with my heart!
So really now all that i care about is talking to amanda and if ron DOES IM me...oh well i am just going to explode on him....and that if hes like but i do love you! ooh ho ho....well got a good one for that...."Oh so you love ME now? Ron you love everyone... you love Me you love Casey you love Paige...HELL YOU EVEN LOVED KURT!
-_- and i thought it would work out...oh was i wrong
so i spilled my heart out onto the floor just to have it stomped on.
well thats is i guess....sorry about my rambling :P i just needed to get it ALL out!
and uhh the only good thing out of this is that I GET TO GO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IN CONCERT!!! WOOOOT! but i dont like Gerard(sp?) Way anymore since he dyed his hair blonde and cut it short -_-
well here are some lovely icons :]

Okay love the comments and i'll go back to my emo self -_-
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